[Religion] Life and Death: What is the Big Deal With Eternal Damnation?


Hello, it’s your sporadic poster again. I know I haven’t been posting much of anything, but I don’t get inspiration from heaven that much (bad joke, I know, but bear with me). I got especially depressed when the contents of my HDD was mysteriously wiped by Wondows 8 (I still detest Wondows, but now, I have more passion in my hatred of it) as I was copying files from it, and accidentally moved the USB cable, and was then suddenly enlightened (not), and decided to write this post (I use ‘and’ a lot). While I’m aware that these threats of eternal damnation were actually meant as a deterrent for crimes, most people still do commit them. I wonder why.

So many religions prey on the fears of the people and what happens after death. For now, we will focus on eternal damnation as it seems to be the most popular. Let’s say, for the sake of argument, a person ends up in Hell and gets to be tortured eternally. How would that function? Would it not be redundant after, say, perhaps a hundred year of the same kind of torture? It is within human nature to adapt, and the mind is far stronger than anything.

So long as the mind remains intact (in order for the punishment be effective), the punishment will become useless after a period of time. Then what? Change in method will only produce the same effect, pain at first, then normal, boring routine afterwards.

If, let’s say, the mind was broken, the punishments would then be even more useless, as the recipient doesn’t even know what’s happening anymore. Somehow, eternal damnation sounds more boring than it is morbid now, doesn’t it? Since, the punished soul is supposedly immor(t)al, they cannot die, only feel pain. Though, the same argument could be used for eternal happiness.

What is “happiness”? According to the Concise Oxford English Dictionary (Eleventh Edition), the word “happy” could mean:

1. feeling or showing pleasure or contentment -> willing to do or accept something
2. fortunate or convenient
3. [in combination] informal inclined to use a specified thing excessively or at random

I get the feeling that what people mean is the first meaning. Still, the same thing. You feel happy, you want more, you become happier, but for how long? Even with the infinite sources of Heaven (or Paradise, or Garden of Eden, or whatever else it’s called, take your pick), you will, eventually get bored (why do you think God forbade humans from eating from the Tree of Life?). It might take a thousand years, it may take a million years, but you will get bored, start to learn all the knowledge in all the worlds (I love them parallel universes, can’t get enough of them), then get bored again as you will have nothing to do. Unless human mechanics change when we die and stuff, these arguments (might) hold true.

The main reason (I think), that we are able to live on as human beings (whatever that is), is because we can die, and that short life is all that we know of, and that we have (some form of) control over, and as we work hard, we forget, we enjoy, we hurt, we laugh, we cry, we love, we live.

Though, in the end, when we die, no one knows for sure what happens, we can only hope and pray in whatever belief we may hold.

Did I unconsciously learn Japanese for the past 10 years?

[Anime-Koi] Dakara Boku wa, H ga Dekinai. - OVA [BD][h264-720p][A8E911F7].mkv_stitch_11.36_[2013.04.03_18.58.54]


I have more than 20 years of anime-watching experience, probably as early as I was 5 or so. Back then I have no interest in western cartoon but I didn’t know the term people are using to refer to anime so I just call them “Japanese cartoon”, at least until I was 15 when the emergence of locally-published anime magazines started to popularize it. However it took me another 5 years to start watching anime in their original Japanese audio, and that was solely thanks to digital distribution of fansubbed anime. Although local TVs did air a substantial number of anime since the 80′s it was only in 2007 that they started to take initiative to air them in the original Japanese audio. Haruhi season 1 was among the first few titles to air in Japanese language instead of Malay-dub. In fact even Gundam SEED which was aired in 2005 was dubbed too.

I watched Dakara Boku wa H ga Dekinai OVA a few hours ago, using MPC-HC player. Last night I turned off the player’s subtitle feature because I was watching a movie (of which subtitle was unnecessary) and forgot to tun it back on. However when I watched the anime I  realized that the subtitle was turned off only after 15 minutes of watching it. Then I got this strange feeling that I was watching the anime without the need for the subtitle as if I was fluent in Japanese. Usually I would realize the subtitle was off the first time a line was spoken in the anime but it was not the case just now. It made me think if I’ve had learned Japanese unknowingly all this time after consuming too much anime in their original Japanese audio. Too bad I could not recreate the situation but if only it was true then it would be great since that would enable me to enjoy my anime more.

Since I mentioned about Boku-H OVA then here are some sexy poses by Lisara in her preparation for a swimsuit contest. Enjoy!

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[Art(?)] The Art of Manipulation

Hail Hitler


Hail Hitler

Hitler’s picture courtesy of his Wiki page

[Art(?)] The Art of Manipulation

Since I had a lot of free time during the holidays, I decided to do this for fun. When I speak of manipulation, I am meaning to say that it is concerning people rather than anything else (or maybe data, or the likes, but they mostly pertain to manipulation of the human kind). Manipulating people is an art. Not only that, it’s a subtle art that not many can do well, if at all. The ones that you’re manipulating should never realize that they’re being manipulated. Truly skilled manipulators can manipulate people without them realizing it until the very end. The only way for them to know that they were being manipulated is for them to be told that they were manipulated.

“How might one start?”, you might ask. Now, a good start to manipulating people is to have a large vocabulary (and if you don’t, at least have one or two dictionaries at hand [read: semantics]). Also, if you’re one of the lucky ones, the internet is the best resource that you can possibly have. You should really learn semantics, or at least, have a good knowledge of what you’re saying, as well as what they’re saying. There’re people who can subconsciously manipulate others, but there aren’t that many people who can do that (if there were even any to begin with). To manipulate is “to control or influence cleverly or unscrupulously”. Big words, I assure you, I had to look through a few dictionaries to know what they meant.

Moving on, it’s very easy to escape from being manipulated. It’s called, thinking. If you would just think hard enough, or know enough about manipulation, it would be very difficult to be manipulated, which brings me to the very reason as to why I wrote this piece in the first place; to share the knowledge of the art that I am very much fond of (but is in no way good at).

If you’ve read my profile (as I’m sure no one does), you’ll see that I have stated that I have ‘expertise in manipulating the human mind’. I can’t manipulate you if you didn’t let me manipulate you in the first place, but in saying that, I am meaning to say that you trust my words. Yes, trust. It is the very core of manipulation. However, without it, nothing can be accomplished, but with it, much harm can be done. Common sense is very much high in demand in these cases of trust, but what is common to one, may be strange and unheard of to another.

A society is built upon many kinds of trust; trust in one another, trust in the systems that comprise it, trust in religion, trust in the common customs of the people, and perhaps other kinds of trust that I do not know of. Upon societies, governments and countries make up the world, in which people live their day to day lives. Some countries claim to be communists, when they’re actually more of a dictatorship than communism (if you do a lot of read into what communism is about, you’ll see my point), while there are some that claims to be a democracy, while in fact, they’re being more of a monarchy than an actual democracy, republics that claim to be democracy (if you’ve read my piece on democracy, you’ll know that an actual democracy is impossible unless there is less centralization, but with less centralization, implementation becomes more difficult), and many other things that are simply not true uttered by the many countries that make up the world.

But, enough of that. I could go on all day without actually furthering the art of manipulation. What they all have in common is that, they all manipulate their people into believing things that aren’t true. Some of the people know, some think they know, while some are completely ignorant. Some are happy to be ignorant, but the true thinkers are not ones to be satisfied by lies. Though, as Adolf Hitler once said, “The great masses of the people are more likely to fall for a big lie, than a small one.” Speaking of Hitler, he’s probably one of the most successful manipulator that history ever knew (or at least, the most notorious of them all. There were many others that I could not mention, but hey, history is, his (or her) story).

To those who understood my points, congrats, and to those who didn’t (assuming that there’s anyone who’s been on the internet not long enough to do so), don’t fret; stay on the internet long enough and you’ll know enough.

An unrelated picture that’s completely unrelated and shamelessly put here without proper attribution or permission

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[Interpost] Celebritism

Mikupan.... Oh no! I'm supposed to talk about "celebritism" here (>_



My thoughts about celebrity and related stuff

Mikupan…. Oh no! I’m supposed to talk about “celebritism” here (>_<)

I don’t coin the term ‘celebritism’ and it has existed long before I thought about it (don’t believe me? Google it and you’ll find notable entries in the search result). In my own words celebritism is what I think is ‘fakery’, ‘manufactured’ and some sort of marketing ploy. I’m saying this because I know all celebrities faked their appearance, I mean if they are not then why would people want to know about their real life so badly (which implies that people unconsciously know they’re seeing a ‘fakery’).

My ideas of celebritism is I only interested to know how the celebrity is doing his/her job and how well he/she is doing it. I don’t care about their real life, who they’re going out with, their birthday, their hobbies, etc. I mean it’s their job that is supposed to be entertaining us, not their life. That said I’m not into those celebritism hypes like the AKB48. I do admit that I like Kalafina as a girl band but that’s where I stop; I don’t look around for news or gossip about them because I think that’s stupid.

Maybe I should just say that I don’t really care about 3D celebrities as I think 2D celebrities like Miku is way better and not disgusting like those ‘pigs’. For 2D characters, although they’re really ‘manufactured’ and ‘marketed’, they’re not ‘fakery’ because that is their nature, that is what they are. They have no “real life” to follow because their ‘job’ is their ‘life’, and the most important thing is they are immune from wild gossips and scandals, which makes them superior by default.

Joshiraku: So much to enjoy yet not that much to write about.

Well I may have said those things above although I know that those ‘virtual’ are voiced by real people behind them. However I see them nothing more than being ordinary person doing their job and in the end its the characters, those 2D celebrities that matters. Let’s take Joshiraku for example, a show ‘heavy’ of ‘light’ dialogues yet I don’t really care who are the voice actresses behind those cute girls as long as the job is well done without much noticeable defects. Oh yeah just so you know those ‘virtual’ celebrities are not fake. They are more ‘real’ than your favorite 3D celebrities.

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[Not anime] 10th of July – The Independence Day From Patent Wars (Remembering Nikola Tesla)

My favorite mad scientists (both 2D and 3D) of all time, Nikola Tesla (left) and Okabe Rintarou a.k.a. Hououin Kyouma (right).



Happy 156th Birthday (and thank you) to Nikola Tesla

My favorite mad scientists (both 2D and 3D) of all time, Nikola Tesla (left) and Okabe Rintarou a.k.a. Hououin Kyouma (right).

I felt the urge to write this article when I saw The Oatmeal posted a ‘comic’ (or a ‘letter’ as he claimed) more than a month ago, which was a damn good read and awesome. Sure the comic was posted for the purpose of entertainment but other than some ‘myths’ The Oatmeal pointed out about Tesla, he didn’t miss the good and valid ones. For me I’ll try not to reminisce the Edison vs Tesla thing all over again but if I was there to witness the ‘war’ itself I’d most likely side with Tesla.

I’m not sure about you but for me Tesla is one of the greatest inventors of all time but often his name/works were under-credit, probably because of his “mad scientist” reputation. To be honest I’ve never heard about him either until I graduated from high school, and that was because I studied some electrical engineering back then. My lecturers didn’t even mention his name when they taught us about AC/DC although I could find his name in every electrical engineering book I read.

If possible I’d not do the analysis of why Tesla was under-credited despite his works and contributions towards humanity, or particularly in electrical engineering. From what I’ve read about him it appears that he was most likely of business/corporate greed as well as refusals to recognize his ‘inventions’ just because they were deemed unprofitable. During the time before the USA took over the world superpower position from the British Empire, America was having what I’d call “economic boom” and Tesla was simply a victim of such era.

People said the history is always written by the winners but in Tesla’s case I don’t see him as the loser but the winners were playing dirty, using their money and influence to eat up competitions. This makes me think about what happened today where a great war is being fought between the so-called ‘inventors’ and ‘innovators’. For your information Tesla fought in the similar war too back then (the “patent wars” I mean).

Unlike today the patent wars back then was not as a big scale as we see today because the impact would take decades to reach other part of the world. Besides the patents granted back then were “real patents” and not just “trade dress” like most of the patents filed by a certain computer giant (and successfully granted). Back then people didn’t simply file a patent just because nobody has patented it, they applied for patents because nobody has invented it.

This makes me think that Tesla was not really ahead of his time because if he was born in this age I think he would face the same fate too. He might become a victim of people who have no knowledge but only the power to hire and hire (and if those people have a real knowledge it would be how to sell stuff and kill competitions). Still it was a sad thing that he died as an ‘insane’ person, broke and alone in a hotel room. I wish his life was better but maybe it’s a good thing too that he kept most of his thought to himself so that nobody would claim patents on his works.

Other than the article about Tesla a Wikipedia I’d suggest you to read these articles and see by yourself why I think Tesla is awesome (try to read them in order if possible):

  1. Baddass of The Week: Nikola Tesla
  2. Why Nikola Tesla was the greatest geek who ever lived
  3. Nikola Tesla Wasn’t God And Thomas Edison Wasn’t The Devil (an article at Forbes in response to the above ‘comic’)
  4. I wrote a response to the Forbes article about my Tesla comic (for me this response shot the Forbes article real good)

By the way you must be wondering why did I use Okarin’s pic with Tesla’s above? Well, the most obvious reason would be both of them are “mad scientists”. Other than that is, I’m not sure about you but when I saw Okarin for the first time back then (when I was watching Steins;Gate) I was immediately reminded about Tesla. Well Tesla died a bachelor (virgin?) and didn’t have a tsundere female assistant by his side while Okarin, as far as I know never fought in patent wars.

Sorry but there will be no anime review today because I dedicate today for writing this article. By the time of writing I already watched Muv-Luv ep. 02, a very gory episode. I’ve watched Sword Art Online and successfully spotted an asshole of this summer anime season (yeah I’m talking about the asshole who developed the game and the NerveGear). Also sorry that I forgot to review Sengoku Collection ep. 14 but I’ll combine with ep. 15 review. I hope you can wait (and I hope I have enough time too).

Now to end this I’ll tell you how is this relevant to the “Independence Day From Patent Wars”. Actually the war is not over yet and many of us are still fighting it but if the patent wars during Tesla’s time were to be considered as “The Great Patent Wars” then let it be the only one in history. I don’t want it to be repeated anymore. The road towards the ‘Independence’ maybe long but it’s not impossible. It maybe not in this year’s July 10th but I’m reserving this date for the future.

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[Philosophy (or is it Literature?)] Reality Paradox & The Fourth Wall

Aizen


Aizen

Unrelated(?) picture

Another post to add to my lackluster amount of posts here in this site.

Once in a while, the (wannabe) philosopher in me wants to take a crack at philosophy, and write some random things on it (and hopefully not fail at it). This is one such attempt.

What is reality? What is real? What isn’t? How do we know that something is real, and that something is not? What defines reality? How does it work? After playing too many games, reading too many books, and watching too many movies, animes and any form of motion picture for that matter, I have deduced that reality is both real and is not.

How does it work you say? Reality is axiomatically real, in that, what we believe to be reality, is reality. To make things simple, ever notice that characters in movies, books, games, etc. think that their world is real? It is (to them, that is). While we don’t think that their world is real, to them (and to us, in our situation when observed by an external observer separated by the fourth wall), their world and their reality is very, very much real. We are as much fictional as we are real. We exist, yet we do not; hence, the paradox. The laws of reality apply only to beings that are of the same reality. Beings from a different reality are, for the most part, rejected and destroyed by reality. That is, if they do not conform to the laws set by reality.

In that regard, there’s another thing that needs to be noted. We are Gods, yet we are not; we create worlds, and destroy them at a whim. With every thought, a world is created, in which the thought manifests as a real event in reality. We are responsible for it, yet we are not (to a certain extent, we are, but in the context of actually executing it, we can’t control it). There are infinite worlds, separated by the fourth wall, and yet, connected are they by it. We observe someone from a different world, and conversely, they observe us (though, not the same ones that we are observing).

Reader: “What can we draw from this?”
Writer: “To each, their own.”

Think; I don’t want to be doing that for you.

Thank you for reading this somewhat short, exploratory post. I hope we can walk away with more than when we came into this ordeal (in other words, do leave a comment on what you think, and maybe we can discuss this for greater clarity).

Me and the Japanese language


The Japanese table, written by Hiragana, Katak...

First and foremost, I am no Japanese, neither speak any of the language nor having anything related to Japan. I only have a 50-50 compatibility with Japanese language (meaning that I may or may not be able to master the language in a relatively short time). However there is not really a need for me to master the language other than me having high interests in Japanese entertainment materials such as anime, manga (including light novels), games (including eroge and visual novels) and Japanese music.

My involvement with Japan started when I was still a few weeks old. Back then (in early 80′s) the Malay-dubbed 30-minute Japanese dramas was a popular thing together with Malay-dubbed kids show like Ultraman. That, added with my face “looked like a Japanese” granted me a nickname “Hachi Yokomura” (complete with surname) by my naughty uncles and that name continued to be in use until today.

I can’t really remember my real first experience with anime but the Malay-dubbed Macross and Mospeada were among my firsts. Back then I didn’t really bother to watch western cartoon but I’d watch anime regardless in what language they are, even if that means reading the subtitle (I’m lucky that I can read since I was 4). If only anime was aired in Japanese language back then I might have mastered the language today because of my passion.

After I graduated from elementary school, under a scholarship I was able to go to a newly established elite private school (on top of that it was boarding school too), thanks to my good grades. Despite its damn restrictive rules, I really excited because it was among a very few schools here that teaches Japanese language formally. However it was outside of school curriculum and the student would have to pay separate tuition fee for it.

The tuition fee for the Japanese language course was quite on the high side for me. My scholarship only covers 75% of my school expenses so I didn’t really have money to afford the tuition. However due to the lack of interested student the Japanese language course was discontinued after 2 years.

When I was in high school the I started to see the chance ofbeing exposed to Japanese language again, thanks to the J-drama and J-pop boom in the late 90′s. The boom also started the anime boom and the trend continues until the early millennium until it swallowed by the annoying Korean entertainment invasion. If only the ‘boom’ was longer I might already be able to speak Japanese now.

Now with most people around me know more about Korean entertainment than Japanese I have nobody to talk about it other than the internet. Although many learning materials are available for free or really affordable now (like the Android app JA Sensei and the Moekana cards by dannychoo.com) I fear that I’m no longer be able to learn new language. After all I took more than 20 years to learn informal English (reading/writing only) so I can’t imagine how many more years I’d take to master the Japanese language.

So did I able to pick some Japanese from watching anime? I’d be lying if I say I don’t. At least I know the Japanese terms for a number of things. At one point in my life I even managed to read Katakana and Hiragana texts with 50% accuracy (reading only, without knowing the meaning). At that time my uncle was taking Japanese classes sponsored by the Japanese company where he worked at so I got to read the books he used in the class. Too bad he quit his job there after one year taking the class and moved to other company so that’s where my learning ended as well.

Now do I still have the chance? Next year I’ll turn 30. I think what I really need right now is not the chance (it’s always there after all) but the courage to learn something new.

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Democracy: Parties and Politics


I’m getting the feeling that too many people are caught up in party politics that they’re forgetting some of the most important thing about democracy. The elections are actually to elect people that the people feel is representing their best interests. Of course, if said representative is in a party and said party is the majority, there’s a greater chance for their motions to go through. If there isn’t a majority, decisions take more time to be made, agreements take more time to be achieved, and things just won’t go as smooth, among other things.

This leaves a gaping loophole that can be abused into cowing people into fearing what would happen to them, if said majority isn’t the one to be the majority, OR, if a minority is claiming to be representing the interest of the many of the public; causing the people to behave irrationally and foolishly.

Let’s leave the examples at that for now, and get to the point. Democracy is the Greek word for people power; demos ‘the people’ + kratia ‘power, rule’. From here, it can be inferred that, the public are the ones responsible for their well-being and upholding their rights. In order to do that, the public elect representatives to represent them, as having everyone to voice out their thoughts would take up too much time that are valuable in the decision-making process. From then on, the points are viewed and reviewed, taking all of the represented voice’s concerns into account, discussing the whole thing, then coming up with solutions to the problem/concerns, and carrying them out. Such is how the process should be.

Now, when we enter the political parties into the equation, we get greater number of voices saying more or less the same thing, or at least, aspiring for ideals and ideas that the voters think are relevant to them. There are instance where these parties make the people think that these things are relevant to them, even when they’re not; but we’ll leave it at that for now. Anyways, what these parties are supposed to do is to represent their voters and address their concerns, while aiming to improve the lives of their voters. Voters in turn, knows what the party is doing and either supports them, criticize them, or is against their ideas and ideals; upon which the voters are free to choose another party or go for the independent candidates. Nothing should be stopping them. Or so I suppose it should be.

Now, looking at the situation closer to home, that is, the original purpose of my writing, I see a lot of the bad things that I said previously, happening. Many people having no idea how democracy works; parties only looking out to get the majority, so that they may do as they please; politicians and political parties bashing each other, without actually taking into account the people’s plight; idiots hijacking causes, and many other issues. What I’m trying to say is, pull it together and be informed people! I’m going to quote the Constitution of Malaysia on something relevant.

Article 43(2)
The Cabinet shall be appointed as follows, that is to say -
(a) the Yang di-Pertuan Agong shall first appoint as Perdana Menteri (Prime Minister) to preside over the Cabinet a member of the House of Representative who in his judgment is likely to command the confidence of the majority of the members of that House; and
(b) he shall on the advice of the Prime Minister appoint other Menteri (Ministers) from among the members of either House of Parliament;
but if an appointment is made while Parliament is dissolved a person who was a member of the last House of Representatives may be appointed but shall not continue to hold office after the beginning of the next session of Parliament unless, if he has been appointed Prime Minister, he is a member of the new House of Representatives, and in any other case he is a member either of that House or of the Senate.

Now, if any of you lot reading this understands that, it basically means that, if someone is able to command the confidence of the Cabinet, the YDPA may choose him/her to be the Prime Minister. IT DOESN’T NECESSARILY HAVE TO BE SOMEONE FROM A MAJOR PARTY. It just has to be someone competent enough to be in charge of the Cabinet, and get things done as the Prime Minister. Doesn’t state what religion or race they have to be either (well, except for 43(7) [Notwithstanding anything in this Article, a person who is a citizen by naturalization or by registration under Article 17[repealed] shall not be appointed Prime Minister.]). Basically, any valid citizen of Malaysia that is a member of the House of Representatives, can become a Prime Minister. Kapisch?

You see, if democracy is properly done, there is no need to be so involved in party politics. The political parties simply serve as a collective representing ideas and ideals, and democracy, as I have explained earlier, should take care of things.

But of course, what am I saying. People are often too stupid to understand how democracy works, and most are too lazy to find out the semantics and philosophy of it, that they’re willing to just listen to the political parties spew their crap, slinging it here and there. Most just want to be with the majority. Most just want to feel safe. Who’d want to be with the minority? Who’s going to listen to them? Who even wants to think? A lot of people wants to become robots, then complains lack of freedom among other things. I’m just rambling here, and if you have any thoughts or ideas or think that I’ve fallen victim to my own fallacy, do tell and share your views. I seek to learn, I seek to become better.

P.S. I noticed that I sound a little, annoyed, but I guess it can’t be helped.

[Interpost] Emotional attachment to fictional characters


「復活待機」/「馬克杯」のイラスト

I don’t need to explain what “fictional character” is. Some may call it “mai waifu”, “imouto” or something else. If you think you wouldn’t like what I’m gonna say in this article then I suggest you to stop reading now.

Not so recently I was asked with the strangest question ever; would I dump my girlfriend if Mami-san ever comes alive and confesses her love to me?

I still have no answer for that. Not that I am indecisive but I found that it was a very interesting question that I’ve never expected. It was so thought-provoking that I think I must reassess my feelings towards Mami-san.

At this point I must say my feelings towards her is real and it could not get any more real that it is now. Mami-san maybe a fictional character but just like the rest of anime characters, she has her own personality that makes her “Mami-san”. I even feel offended whenever people ‘harassed’ her, if you know what I mean.

I admit that I’ve grown so attached to Mami-san but just so you know this kind of attachment to a fictional character is not a new thing to me, or perhaps to everybody else too. It’s because when we were infants we also used to have imaginary friends. The only reason we don’t know them anymore is because we have grown not to rely on them as we learned to socialize with real people.

You might not agree with me saying fictional characters are the same as imaginary friends. However you want to call it I must say they are not much different from each other. They are not real but we treat them (or used to treat them) like they are real. The only difference I could think of is with the imaginary friends that we had when we were infant, we were unable to tell the difference with real people. With we grown up and have attached ourselves to fictional character, the fact that we still become emotionally attached to them despite knowing they are not real makes this whole stuff extremely exciting.

Even before Mami-san I’ve grown attached to other fictional characters as well. By the time people were start flocking to virtual idol like Miku Hatsune, I was “in love” with KOS-MOS. Yes, apparently I am not the only one who have become that way. However I am happy with it and it does not affect my real life in the slightest. In fact it makes me become more aware of myself.

At this point I might sound like trying to escape reality and have not answered anything. The thing here is whatever I do to please myself has nothing to do with destroying with other people’s happiness.

I will continue loving Mami-san and I don’t mind with my girlfriend doing the similar thing too. I’ve even allowed her to keep her yaoi stash so long that she allows me to have Mami-san by my side.

I dare to say only anime fans like us do enjoy the happiness of “befriending” a fictional character, something that ordinary people are incapable of doing so, or have lost the ability as they grown older. It takes one to achieve a certain level of self-awareness to feel the same way like us and not everybody is blessed with such ability.

I didn’t intentionally make myself sound so special. However if you ask me what I’m good at I must say I am good at making friends with non-human like this. After all what’s better than being able to do something that most people can’t?

Evolution of pantsu design in anime


A couple of weeks ago I wrote about how pantsu design evolved from polka-dot to almost complex tartan-check pattern. Here are the original words:
“I’ve seen a lot of Hatsune Miku fanarts and Kantoku’s artworks. Suddenly I feel really old. Why? Because in the 90′s polka-dot (mizutama) panties were the most popular ones in anime/manga. With the arrival of Miku people including myself started to prefer shimapan more. And more recently Kantoku is popular with artworks featuring underwear with tartan-check patterns and I can’t help but liking it too. Evolution of panties :P
(Link to original post here)
Peter Payne of J-list replied that a simple patternless plain white panties were popular prior to that. That made me remember about my earlier experiences with anime in the 80′s. As a kid I wasn’t exposed much to fanservice (not that there were many fanservice anime on that time anyway though I did see some oppai from the Mospeada anime back then). However there were times when the panties were visible and I remember all of them were white in color. I guess that haven’t changed much since Mr. Tezuka’s time. It’s only in the mid-90′s that I started to see mizutama a.k.a. polka-dot (ichigo/strawberry, “flower-power” and “dalmatian” included) panties flooding manga scenes. Remember the anime Ichigo 100%? The anime was in the millennium era but I guess that was the last of its glorious days before the anime world starts shifting its interest towards shimapan.
I’m not sure between Mio (keion) and Miku (Vocaloid) who was the first to popularize the shimapan. Regardless who were the first one I must say both characters are regarded as the shimapan ambassador among anime fans.
Speaking of being the first, Kantoku isn’t the first to introduce tartan-check panties either. I’ve seen a lot of those mainly in eroge and usually worn by girls from the high-class families or with noble background. Since eroge isn’t as widely distributed as anime it took a while for stuff like this to become popular. Artists like Kantoku however managed to ‘bridge’ the gap for publishing artwork books, and with the help of internet and online fans it is now almost as hot as shimapan, if not at the same position.
Now I wonder what would be the next popular pantsu design? Cow spot pattern? Leaves pattern? Zig-zag pattern? Wave pattern? Or even ‘batik‘ pattern? The possibility is endless but whatever it will be I hope the next design would still be distinguishable from bikinis.
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