Miku Hatsune: A Fictional Character I’d Like to Hang Out With (part I)


Actually Miku Hatsune is not the only fictional character I'd like to bring to life. There are others too, like Haruhi Suzumiya (because I want to turn her into my one-day sex slave), Kirino Kousaka (I'd like to train her into an obedient little sister for one day), etc. I admit that it's a hard decision to make. After giving it half-hearted thoughts, I decided to go with Miku Hatsune. Keep reading if you want to know why.

Hatsune Miku Dollfie

The first reason why I'd like to bring Miku Hatsune to life (even if it's just for one day) is because she's not from any existing anime/manga/games; I mean she's pure fictional with no stories or backgrounds associated with her.

Second, since she's not associated with any stories, that means she's free from any bad reputation and her personality is like a clean white paper for me to draw anything I like on it. That means I can she her personality to my liking.

Last but not least, she really can sing and dance, not to mention she has lotsa cool costumes too. And the most important part about her is, she's super cute!

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“How I Fight Cabin Fever on Snow Days” – something that would never happen to me


Cabin fever is something that would never happen to me, at least in the near future. It also never happened to me in the past either. No, it's not because I'm "immune" of it, but because there's no such thing as snow or winter at my place here. Without printed or electronic, I'd never know how snow looks like. Well I can tell you my country is a place second closest to hell, if not the first, therefore there's no way I could see snow before my eyes unless move out to those snowy countries.

frozen light in a snow weekend, MANZANEDA ☃

Well, even if snow does fall over here, what would I do to fight cabin fever? Actually I think things would not be much different from what I'm doing right now on rainy days. I'd just stay at home, get online, play some games, do blogging, watch anime (important!), cooking, reading manga, etc. Actually as long as I have those things regardless it's raining or snowing outside, I'd stay entertained. I'm never get bored of those things, so no problem.

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What I Want to be Remembered For…


Let's accept it, every living thing will face death regardless we want it or not. Of course if there's a choice not to die I'd opt for that but that's just impossible. Having high interest in history myself, I've learned about many ways people would be remembered for. Some are good and some are bad. Now it's time for me to think about that too.

Small bronze statue of a medieval knight

Should I leave this world anytime in the future, I'd like to be remembered as somebody useful for the world. I want to be remembered for my contributions, even if it's only as big as a mustard seed. I don't mind if I left this world not as a rich or famous person. What I really want is I left as a person who bring happiness to somebody. If possible I'd like my name to be recognized as an exemplary historical figure in local history too (surely in a good way).

Well, of course everybody would like to be remembered in a good way. However, knowing my self are really into right now, I'm pretty sure people will remember me as somebody who spent (almost) 1/3 of my life for anime/manga/games/figma. For some people it's not a bad thing but not everybody thinks that way. Other than that, at this rate people might also remember me as a gadget freak who had spent more than half of my income for gadgets and tech magazines. I hope it's not a bad thing too ;P

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Three Countries I’d Like to Visit (and why)


I'm not really a travel and adventurous type of a person but believe me deep within myself I still have some desire to visit foreign countries. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I hate my own country or I love some other country more but think of it like visiting your neighbors. Throughout my life I've been dreaming of visiting other countries, especially the European countries. However things changed as I grow up. As of now I've included Asian countries too.

CeBIT WEBCIETY I find it good.

The first country I'd like to visit someday is Germany. This has nothing to do with my dream of visiting European country but mainly because I'd like to pay a visit to the world's biggest IT trade show, CeBIT at Hanover. I'm a gadget freak and CeBIT is the mecca for all gadget freaks. I also would like to visit the Fraunhofer Institute, the birthplace of mp3. Yes, it's all about the technological stuff.

Next I'd like to visit Japan, particularly Akihabara, Tokyo, which is the mecca for anime otaku. Unlike Germany (where many people are fluent in English) visiting Japan would be a problem for me, especially when it comes to communication. Let's hope I'll have a good guide then. Anyways, for all the love I have for anime/manga/games/figma I should not let that to stop me. Although I can't imagine I'd be visiting Japan anytime soon I think I should start learning some Japanese now. It would be useful too even if I'd never visit Japan.

Last but not least, I'd like to visit Israel/Palestine/Iran (either one will do). No particular reason but strangely I'm so attached to those Middle-East countries. It's probably because my ancestors came from there. Yes, I'd like to track my ancestry line someday. Just hope that peace will come to the Holy Land soon.

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I see almost all cellphone games based o…


I see almost all cellphone games based on big title movies are comprised of side-scrolling adventure only. What a waste of money and cellphone gaming power. Dear related cellphone games developers, please at least make those games in isometric view to make them more worthwhile for my money if you can’t afford to make them in 3D. Take note that my cellphone has more than enough power for more complex/advanced games and I can pay more for better games as well. It won’t hurt my pocket/wallet too much to pay extra bucks for better gaming experience. Well, some idiots might say “if you care too much about better gaming experience then go play on console/PC”. Yeah, as if it is too much to ask for better games on cellphones.

My Dream House


This is about the home of my dream. Everybody has their own dream home, I mean who doesn’t? People has always dreaming a perfect and ideal home for their life, even if it does not appear to be ‘perfect’ to other people. Perfect here doesn’t have to be 100% because for most people, what they need is a “just enough” home with roof, and rooms, as long as it does provide a shelter for them. Here is mine. Read on.

Borudjerdis’ House (Kashan)

I have three kind of dream houses. The first one is a double-storey detached house with a special design, combination of American and Japanese style. American design being adopted here is the underground water cooling system, the use of insulation layer in the walls (to keep the house cool from the heat of tropical climate here) and the ‘gateless’ frontage, where guests and visitors can go straight to my doorstep instead of ringing the bell from outside of the gate. I feel it’s friendlier that way for them. For the cars, instead of parking them in the car porches, I’ll park them in the garage, just like what the Americans do.

For the Japanese style, I’d like to adopt their distinctive doorway/hallway/corridor style. Unlike the Americans, we Asian does not bring shoes inside the house and leave them at the doorstep. However there’s one thing that separates the Japanese from the rest of other Asians are who leave the shoes outside the house, the Japanese have special place for shoes inside the house, located just behind the main door. That’s what I’m talking about. And I don’t mean to leave our local house design. The kitchen will be made completely separated from the living room, and restrooms will not share the same place with bedrooms.

Speaking about bedrooms, I prefer there to be at least 4 bedrooms to be ideal. The master bedroom for mom and dad, one room for the boys, one room for the girls and another room reserved for the guests. For rest rooms, I’d like to make two sets of them. What I mean by ‘set’ here is one room will be consisted of separate three parts; toilet, bathroom and ‘washroom’. For other cultures, washroom may be the same as toilet but for the local people here it is where we do general washings that is not related to bathing. Last but not least, in a tropical country here, a roof ventilator is a must to complement the underground water cooling system I mentioned earlier.

So where I would like to place the house? I am dreaming of a peaceful neighborhood with friendly neighbors, and I can virtually get everything I want just from a stone-throw away, or at least a walking distance to the stores that can provide me almost everything that I need (from anime, manga, games, computers, software, books, foods, clothes, etc.). It would be better too if it’s within a walking distance from my workplace, and since I’m the online-type person, a free public wifi access is a plus point as well. It may not offer the best quality but it’s free and at least I can stay online most of the time without having to worry about the expensive internet bills.

Here is my dream house number two. It is an apartment in the middle of the city, where I can have a beautiful kaleidoscopic night view of the city from the windows. The apartment doesn’t have to be a luxury one, even a cheap one with just one bedroom (with own kitchen and restroom) for a bachelor like me is enough (I can convert the living room into a bedroom for guests if there’s a need to), or three bedrooms for family people. I’m also fine if it’s just a residential floor in a 3 or 4-storey shophouse unit. Just like my dream house number one above, I’d appreciate it if there’s a free public wifi access so I can cut the expenditure for the internet.

And since it’s in a middle of a city I’d prefer it to be as close as possible to a convenience store. I’d want a 24-hours convenience store too but yeah this kind of store always sell their goods at more expensive price. A shopping complex within a walking distance is a good thing to where I can do window shopping whenever I feel like it. I’ll need a hypermarket nearby too to buy fresh ingredients/foods. Also a restaurant (preferably a 24-hours one), a hardware store and a laundry shop is a must too, because I’ll definitely need them.

Lastly for my dream house number three (the most unrealistic one), it is a small mansion on a parcel of land with an area no less than a football/soccer field. Yes, a piece of land enough to build a medium-sized stadium would be ideal. In the middle of the land there is the 4-storey house building with at least four rooms (for various purposes including bedrooms and workspace) in each floor. There will be numbers of maids and butlers to serve me, and enough bodyguards to keep an eye for my security. I have drivers and cars to take me to virtually any destination I want. In front of the mansion there are gardeners tending to keep the big landscape beautiful all year long. There are also small ponds and fountains at both left and right side of the house. Finally, a private swimming pool behind the house where I can dive in whenever I like or I can just organize a swimsuit party there every weekend.

(9/16 of my guests never know the exact location of my house)

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Sometimes (many times) We Fight – Part II


And the fight continues…

Kangaroo fight

Mr. Chump Change: your [ very noticeable ] lack of dedication is what makes you far from being a touhou fan, and thus to call yourself a fan of touhou nevertheless is a hasty assumption, not just from the POV of them legit touhou fanboys, but also from the eyes of an outsider like myself as well. you too should have understood this very well.

Halfey: How could you say there are ‘legitimate’ and ‘illegitimate’ fans out there when all that we need is interest? Dedication? You mean I have to beg and steal and borrow or even break the bank just to show how much I’m dedicated? No, I don’t need that. They are interested to play the games then they are a fan. I’m interested in the design and derivative works then I’m also a fan too. It’s just that we show our love in different ways.

(Note: When Mr. Chump Change uses the [...] it literally means he is whispering or mind-talking or even using telepathy. Then Mr. Chump Change started to call me ‘sir’ out of spite.)

Mr. Chump Change: frankly sir, bandwidth limitation is not an issue here. even i who had to coup with the frequent un-stability of my ISP [ not to mention the time when i still haven't had internet installed to my room ] could obtain all those that i desired [ greatest example on this were the numerous eroges i've acquired from time to time ] by through of a well thought download management system. well its kinda like playing them RPG, there’s always a few ways to work around such obstacles as long as you had the dedication to penetrate through them :3

Halfey: I know what you’re trying to say is “work around it” but does that mean you’re implying that I must do things the same way you do so that you could accept my reasoning? My life is already divided into many small portions of which I have to dedicate my self to all of them fairly, and anime is just one of them, which happen to cover one of my many interests. So what you really need to hear from me is a reason right? Well, that won’t going to happen because whatever reason I’d state for that, regardless they’re strong or not, chances are you are not gonna buy them since they’re not in favor of your interest.

(Note: When Mr. Chump Change uses the “:3″ it literally means he is acting cutely no matter how meanie he is, though in this ‘fight’ he actually only act cutely and not being meanie.)

Mr. Chump Change: in regard to the second case of the argument above; the stated so-called ‘double standard’ exist because you aren’t making a solid sense in your stance, which will only lead to those who got irked to view you more as a drone in the bandwagon rather than a critic with a reason, thus their insistence to reject your views.

Halfey: What’s the point of arguing over points that are only valid to myself? For me, what I need in order to love or hate something is a reason, anything regardless they’re strong or weak. As long as I have reasons that’s enough. And why fuss over reasons that appear to be “strong” for me just because they appear weak to you? I don’t hurt anybody, not even myself over what I’ve chose to accept. And I don’t need you to accept my reasons either. It works for me and that’s all there is to it.

(And then another Mr. Chump Change jumped in (let’s call him Mr. Chump Change #2) though his words are mostly just repetation of Mr. Chump Change #1′s words. But I’m polite enough to welcome him since he’s my guess anyway.)

Mr. Chump Change #2: I doubt you’re a Touhou fan, regarding the ‘answer’ that was given by you state that ‘lack of interest’, ‘waste bandwidth’ etc. This is not what a true fan should say after claiming he/she as a fan…

Halfey: Do I need to follow your guide on “becoming a TRUE Touhou fan”? Oh well whatever I’m saying or claiming about myself is only about myself and does not concern you, so you don’t have to tell me “you’re not a true fan” because whatever you’re gonna say is not valid to me, just as in the case where my claim appears to be invalid to you. Again it’s all about myself, I don’t hurt anybody, not even myself over what I’ve chose to accept. And I don’t need you to accept my reasons either. It works for me and that’s all there is to it. Love is about how we appreciate what we have no matter how much we have things we love in our hand, not about how we show them or we’d steal to have everything we love. In short, just because you don’t or can’t see doesn’t mean it isn’t there.

Mr. Chump Change #2: oh dammit.. i gtg

Halfey: Thanks for coming.

There might be another Mr. Chump Change will come soon, even the female ones (a.k.a. Miss Chump Change). Until then I have have to get prepared for more assault.

(54/97 ‘true’ Touhou fans killed themselves out of rage after they learned about my interest in Touhou.)

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Sometimes (many times) We Fight


This is a fictional argument that is actually fictional. I did say 'fictional' but I'll let you use your brain to decide whether it's true or not but before that please do your judgment on argument because you might not buying all of my words. I don't need you to judge on the subject but rather do your judgment on who's being more positive and who's being more negative.

K-ON! Charms

Mr. Chump Change: So you said you like Touhou Project?

Halfey: I do, and I like them as they are.

Mr. Chump Change: Have you played any Touhou Project games then?

Halfey: I haven't due to my lack of interest in bullet-hell shooting games, almost as much as how I'm interested in any shooting games (particularly FPS titles). Besides getting the game is not an easy thing to begin with, though I admit that I like the 'story' inside'.

Mr. Chump Change: I thought you're a bittorrent user? And shouldn't a real Touhou fan would get those games without fail?

Halfey: On what account you're doubting the sincerity of my interest on them? Yes I use bittorrent a lot but it doesn't mean I have to dedicate all my bandwidth only for them and forgetting my interest in anime instead.

The argument went nowhere. Then comes another argument.

Mr. Chump Change: Why do you hate K-ON?

Halfey: Because I feel like to hate it, that's all.

Mr. Chump Change: Don't try to give a vague answer like that.

Halfey: Alright, if you need a 'proper' answer then what if I tell you that I hate it because it has not 'proper' story?

Mr. Chump Change: Doesn't sound like a good reason to hate it.

Halfey: Huh? Why must it's you who decide what's "the good reason" and "the bad reason" for hating K-ON? Does that implying that you'll think it's alright if I have "good reasons" to hate it?

Mr. Chump Change: Because you're being irrational.

Halfey: Irrational? Come on. If people "don't need a reason to love something" then why must I "need a reason to hate something" too? Why the double standard?

Again, the argument went nowhere.

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Would I Survive No Internet for a Whole Month?


This is a question never asked to me by either my self or anybody before. Interesting I must say. Regardless how we look at it today, internet has become part of our life, almost like a food or air or even sex to some. Some are able to live without it while some other are so used or addicted to it that they couldn’t even imagine living without it. And the question above is about, “will I survive without internet connection?”.

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It’s not like it hasn’t happened before. I’m working in land surveying field and there was a time when I was required to ‘escort’ (literally) a group of surveyors and had to stay deep inside the forest for weeks. On that time I was completely away from internet life, and it was in 3 or 4 years ago. Can I live without internet? I being here is a proof that I was able to live without it but I think things are not always the same.

Since the last 2 or 3 years, I’ve become more reliant on internet thanks to a booming growth of social networking. I’ve engaged in forumming, blogging, ‘tweeting’ and not to forget online gaming (MMORPG to be specific). I’ve also become a “Linux convert” recently and as many Linux users should have known, Linux is an OS that is always too reliant on internet, as much as how it is always too reliant on its command line interface (CLI) rather than GUI.

The worst thing that would happen to me should I live without internet is, well I’m an anime fan where leeching anime stuff from the internet is my flesh, blood and soul. Downloading anime episodes is almost a daily routine to me and I’m not planning of missing any single day either. There are also some web-based online games that I play which requires me to login and ‘work’ everyday or I’ll risk paying to play the games for nothing. Yes, I’ve literally ‘tied’ myself to the internet in that way so should the above ‘disaster’ happen to me anytime now, I might have a hard time to deal with it.

So what if I really have to live without internet for say a month after this? I think I’ll just spending more time once I reconnected again and to make up for what I’ve missed while I was away. Internet has also allowed us to do so, therefore living without internet should not be a big deal actually, but like I said, I’ve grown reliant on the internet so even if I know about that fact, it would still quite difficult for me to get used to its unavailability.

I must say having the internet connection is both a curse and a blessing at the same time. Lucky for me I’ve subscribed to mobile internet (3G) for more than a year already and always get updated with any subject of my interests. However the internet is so full of anonymity and that’s what makes internet a dangerous, risky and serious business. However I will continue to live with it regardless all the negative impact one might received when using it. We have our brains, use it wisely.

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